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BtVS drabble: Because of Her
life begins - me
whiskyinmind wrote in fandomsbitca
Title: Because of Her
Author: Shona aka Mara (whiskyinmind)
Disclaimer: Not my sandbox, I'm just playin' here.
Fandom: Buffy the Vampire Slayer
Characters/Pairings: Faith, (Buffy)
Notes: Written for my write-something-each-day-in-May project. Prompt Me! This was written on 1st May 2010.

All of those things I'm s'posed to know; those things I am s'posed to be.

I never knew.

I never was.

Because of her.

Destiny. Fate. Luck. Providence.

What's written in the stars.

Even godddamned Kismet.

None of it matters. None of it means a thing.

Because of her.

Every thing I do is held to account. Judged. Weighed. Found wanting.

Because of her.

Everything I am is somehow lesser. Not as virtuous. Not as good.

Because of her.

I can fight. I will fight. I fight.

It never matters.

And yet.

I am…

Who I am.

Because of her.

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I like this, bitter and reflective Faith presumably just before or after hitting rock bottom.

Thank you! Yeah... kinda reflects my own state of mind right now. It's probably not a good sign that I find it easy to get into Faith's head like this! I promise I won't accidentally kill someone and then go on a murderous rampage. *g*

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