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Famix (3/6): Save Yourself (it's only my heart)
av//blackhawk partners in crime - me
whiskyinmind wrote in fandomsbitca
Title: Save Yourself (it's only my heart)
Media: Fanmix
Fandom: Avengers (MCU)
Characters/Pairing: Clint/Natasha
Summary: two broken people turn to each other
Notes:Massive thank you to mizzy2k, telaryn and tortuousphoenix for beta work and cheerleading on all of these mixes.
Download: Zip file (right click/save) - hosted on my own server. Let me know if the link goes down.
Teaser graphic:


Save Yourself (it's only my heart)





Broken - Seether

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

Poor Misguided Fool - Starsailor

I'll be your guide in the morning
You cover up bullet holes
As soon as you sound like him
Give me a call

In The Darkness - Kane

Well I keep everything inside so long till it burns
Everybody stokes the fire and the walls get a little higher.
I light the candle at both ends
And I hit the gas, the wheels start to spin
But she's always there to catch me when I fall.

Keep Myself Awake - Black Lab

I hate to talk like this
I hate to act as if
There's something wrong that I can't say
I have this dream at night
Almost every night
I've been dreaming it forever
It's easy to remember it

Save Yourself - James Morrison

I'm trying to change to make the best for us
But I'm just the same, same as I ever was
Oh, and if you stay with me, honestly it's what I want
But if you stay with me I know I'll hurt you more

Ballad For Dead Friends - Dashboard Prophets

There's no vacancy in paradise
I really wished I could have saved you
Then who would have saved me from myself?
Right now, well, I could use a stiff drink
To kill the pain that's deep inside my bones
I really wished I could have saved you
Then who would have saved me from myself?

Redwings - guillemots

Oceans in the sky I tell myself
Though I'm not kidding anybody else
They know I'm leaving
They know that I'm leaving this behind
So I'm leaving my best friend
Just for the hell of it
Just for the sake of it
But how much I loved you

Prague - Damien Rice

Prepare myself for a war
And I don't know what I'm doing this for
Trying to let it all go
But how can I when you still don't know?
I could wait for you
Like that hole in your boot
Waiting to be fixed
I could wait for you
What good would that do
But to leave me pricked?

Life is Callin' - Beth Hart

Life is calling out my name.
Make it matter,
Say it louder,
Stay alive another day.
Life is calling out my name.

All At Sea - Jamie Cullum

Now I need you more than ever, I need you more than ever, now
You don't need it every day
But sometimes don't you just crave
To disappear within your mind
You never know what you might find
So come and spend some time with me
We will spend it all at sea

First Time - Newton Faulkner

I don't know where we went so wrong
You were right there but somehow my friend had gone
Okay we got broken but we could start again
It could be like the old days
If we could just pretend


Link glitch solved! (I hope!)

Download Zip file (right click/save) and if that doesn't work for you, here's an alternate link on DropBox :-)

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*headdesk* sorry 'bout that, typo in the link, should be working now!

Gah! Okay, so the upload to my server apparently didn't complete (even though it told me it had) so I'm re-uploading it right now. In the meantime, I hace it here: https://www.dropbox.com/s/3zi5x8lcfjicv8f/cn-SaveYourself.zip on dropbox which should be working!

Sorry about that!

Same thing for me, not working? Lovely mix though and I *love* Prague by Damien Rice. I feel like every one of his songs could be a Clintasha song haha

Good grief yes! Damien Rice, all of his songs are just so damn apt!!!

Sorry about the download problems, I'm re-uploading it to my server now, but in the meantime here's an alternate link to my dropbox: https://www.dropbox.com/s/3zi5x8lcfjicv8f/cn-SaveYourself.zip

Thanks!

Worked!

And I know!

I mean, Delicate? Guh. And then, my favorite, Rootless Tree,

What I want from you is empty your head
They say be true, don't stain your bed
We do what we need to be free
And it leans on me like a rootless tree

What I want from us is empty our minds
We fake the thoughts, and fracture the times
We go blind when we've needed to see
And this leans on me, like a rootless...

Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you
And all we've been through
I said leave it, leave it, leave it
There's nothing in you
And if you hate me, hate me, hate me, then hate me so good
That you can let me out, let me out, let me out
Of this hell when you're around
Let me out, let me out, let me out
Hell when you're around
Let me out, let me out, let me out

What I want from this
Is learn to let go
No not of you
Of all that's been told
Killers re-invent and believe
And this leans on me, like a rootless...


?!? I cannot. And The Animals Were Gone? ALL THE FEELS


I know I've been a liar and I know I've been a fool
I hope we didn't break yet, but I'm glad we broke the rules
My cave is deep now, yet your light is shining through
I cover my eyes, still all I see is you

Oh I know that I left you in places of despair
Oh I know that I love you, so please throw down your hair
At night I trip without you, and hope I don't wake up
'Cause waking up without you is like drinking from an empty cup


Okay I'm done spamming with my feelings.

HA! I may (or may not, but, y'know, actually do..) have Rootless Tree on another of these mixes..

It's on my angsty mix, which is closest to my heart (I AM TEH QUEEN OF ANGST!!!) and is actually where this icon *points* is from!

Prague just felt like such a Clint song to me, yanno? Just... Like he was going to try to throw himself back into work because that was all that really mattered, even though there's this part of him that really wants to have the happy ending (with Nat, naturally!) but he doesn't feel like he deserves it....

Okay, now I'm going to stop spamming you with my feelings too!

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Dude. I'm just gonna send you an invite to the dropbox where all six mixes are, 'kay? Hee!

Sorry about this - fixing it now, but just for you (and everyone else who reads this comment!) here's the link to the file on DropBox: https://www.dropbox.com/s/3zi5x8lcfjicv8f/cn-SaveYourself.zip

Oooh. This sounds like a great mix! I can't wait to listen to it. Thanks for sharing. :)

Enjoy! And thank you so much!

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